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Name: ♥━naughtiez Birthday: 1/21/1989 Gender: Female
Interests: ?having mischievous thoughts,lingering 'round, random trips, beaches & flipflops,sufferin from delusions of adequacy--I’m not stuck up. Awesome people just seem stuck up. Expertise: bxtching,shopping&everything that you dont know Occupation: student Industry: mass communication
Message: message me MSN: shen_ai89@hotmail.com
Member Since:
7/10/2007
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IM GONNA CUTMYHAIR!
Anytime from now. My lovely long Rapunzel sweet smelling hair to a short lesbo bob, which I doubt I have the look to flaunt it. Die lah. This is karma. This is revenge. Smart ass me keep laughing on antm episode where they make a big fuss over their make over and now its time for me t pay.
Blame it all to my big elephant jumbo flying ears. I tell you, if I had that moneyyyyyyy!
Argh@!
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Anyway, people back im penang please miss me wokay 
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| After all those excruciating pain on waiting, I thought the worst is finally over. I thought I can finally achieve what I wanted all along. I thought the process will be easy breezy. I thought I could finally be the bread winner, being independant. I thought I am tough enough t face all the pressure. I thought living in KL would be so happening. I thought I've seen and known enough. I thought. And boy, I should always know that my thoughts are always wrong. Its like pressure to the millionth, billionth eff degree. Mentally and physically drained out from all those trips to&fro penang, tomorrow'll mark the 7th trip in like, five weeks? First weeks training has been hell but I'm really looking forward to next week cause its -- Grooming sessions! Makeovers! Facials! Just what I needed. But. I would trade it to being able t hang out w my girlfriends. Boohoo. x updates will be really rare, miss me wokays  | | |
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Been MIA for the past few weeks as I have been down sick + doing a hell lotta travelling up and down the peninsular (pain in the a/) and tomorrow (five in a month) , will be one of the permanent trips down.
Yes. I'm moving down KL, for real.
Reason?
I dunno I can call myself a cabin crew yet but. I am one in training. lol.
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Ohwell.
Celebrate halloween + farewell tonight @M?
xoxo
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So many things t do but still, I'm bumming around + procarstinating.
I've got so many things lined up my way, hectic can die but I love having t be someth that I've been dying t do. Who cares if I have t travel up + down kl three times in a week? Since I'm going t call kl my second home soon, I might as well get comfty w that.
The thing thats bothering me is that, my MUET exam that I have t take on the very same day before i get t go down kl. Kns. What timing.
BUT
At least tmr marks the last (hopefully), last day of my logistics class and hello, t ___ training! I know its not so glamorous like others but hey, its a stepping stone, right?
2:46
FML GOTTA WAKE UP BY 8. OKBAISLPNW!
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+ I need help! I need a place t stay in subang, do you people know any hotels/motels nearby?
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I guess its not a far fetched dream, afterall.
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Today kicked off with me being reluctant t get out from bed, my legs are refusing t go places and my head is feeling very heavy, overloaded w worries and insecurities. I checked my calendar, full of funny strokes and scribblings t find out that, well.
Its the 16th already. The clock reads 5:15

No calls, nor e-mails in the past few days but - I've alrd braced myself for this. I alrd made few depressing calls today t people t try t keep my head off the matter so I guess I'm better off now. Maybe I'm not meant t pursue this career right now.
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Aft a very long depressing morning throughout noon, I came back home + decided t check my inbox.
rubbish ,
rubbish ,
rubbish ,
rubbish,
Junk?
Maybe worth a try. But. What are the chances? Its way past 6 and I'd probably get a heybuyapackofviagra junk mail instead. Boohoo.
As the page slowly loads, I saw hope.
A ______ invitation.
Could this be it? *click-click*
[ loading ]
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
yes. my line is that pathetic. can?
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Aft a gazzilion years, the page loaded and when I saw the cc: ___ ;
I scream like it was the end of the world.
- - - -!!! SO HAPPY OK! IT SAYS I'M SELECTED. EFFIN SELECTED!
HAPPY. EXCITED. JUMPING. SCREAMING. SHOUTING. WOOT!
And still is.
And I'm very thankful. Esp. t all the people who supported me, who had t stand my ill tantrums, who calmed me down when I'm being paranoid, the people who believed in me, who. who. Sigh.
Enough of all these emo thingy.
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TOMORROW PARTY OK! I'll see you btches, mwah
ps/: don't know what it is? don't bother asking. i only share w/ people that matters.
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