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Name: ♥━naughtiez Birthday: 1/21/1989 Gender: Female
Interests: ?having mischievous thoughts,lingering 'round, random trips, beaches & flipflops,sufferin from delusions of adequacy--I’m not stuck up. Awesome people just seem stuck up. Expertise: bxtching,shopping&everything that you dont know Occupation: student Industry: mass communication
Message: message me MSN: shen_ai89@hotmail.com
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7/10/2007
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Date check: Fifth week, KL
Alive, but is exhausted mentally, physically.
Never had a proper update since I left pg last month and I really feel bad for neglecting Legal Addiction high and dry. Was so determined to write every now and then bout my process but once I'm here I realized that I don't even have time enough time to sleep, what more than going online! Gone are the days where I can stand and fish wifi from neighbors.
Boohoo.
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For those who don't know,
I'm a cc in training, dragging my 'a' up; is praying for the day she'll be full fledged cc asap.
For those who already know,
Being a trolley dolly is not all that glamorous; its more than coffeetea/chickenbeef routine.
Its more like,
waking up at 6, 2hours prep for 9 hours class, revising till your eyes fails you and having no more than 5hours shut eye.
Weekend is a privilege for all of us, except for me, who is still traveling high and low, far away, enduring the 5hour soreass painful bus trip back pg,
And mind you, I dont hate it at all. I do enjoy.
The only time where I have time to sit back and recap my week and of course, being excited as I am getting closer to my love ones. Being able to see my love ones, my mum esp, is the real privilege.
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This month started off pretty badly.
Last week I didn't make any reservations t pg and when i went pudu at noon, the next bus available was 1230am - which I bought and sold it later (half price, bugger) cause I stand a chance to hitch a five star bus at 7pm with my friends help. When I did get up the bus, they wanted to offload me at duta as there were not enough seats.
I think I almost collapsed due to shock, lol but still. Some people just couldn't understand the pain that you went through. Its though something which they've encountered everyday.
Cooooooool.
If it wasn't all that drama, I would seriously enjoy my training in KL.
I've met people from all walks of life, Different background, different characters, Funny cheerful ones, some unpleasant ones,
Bra nickers. Twotimers. Undie borrowers. Itchy hands.
omgwtfbbqewwww. Such people really exists ok? X, is one unbelievable person. You should meet X one day, numsayin?
Shit happens. But still, I have mostly good company, which I love. Crazy people who would talk about cchocolates and desserts Two whole days with you + not getting sick,
Mana cari?
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Today I had my second exam, Aviation today which I passed w/ flying colours (happyflyingupintheaircandie)! Just when I thought my row of bad luck is finally getting away, it only started to get worse, wth. They say you shouldn't bottle up your feelings when you're unhappy and how I should pour my heart out to love ones.
What happens when they're too, caught up on their own shit? What if they think you're problem doesn't makes sense to them? When they only hear but not listening to you what you're trying to say? What if,
They bring you more frustration? Am I such a screw up?
Too much in my mind, Too much that is left unsaid.
If only someone, would really understand. Beef!
At least the brownies and ice managed t calm my nerves. xox peep!
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I got chauffeured to Genting last night in a five series -- Just for a cuppa caramel hot chiok and the atmosphere. Starbucks never tastes this sweet. *Grins*
Reach there in like 40minutes and smartass me didn't change, Was freezing like hell can die! Still in my office attire w/ short skirts;
I tumpangtumpang my housemates only lar, not having that glamorous life yet,
but still 
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Week four; another 12 weeks to go? okbaibai. mcd delivery coming :))
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IM GONNA CUTMYHAIR!
Anytime from now. My lovely long Rapunzel sweet smelling hair to a short lesbo bob, which I doubt I have the look to flaunt it. Die lah. This is karma. This is revenge. Smart ass me keep laughing on antm episode where they make a big fuss over their make over and now its time for me t pay.
Blame it all to my big elephant jumbo flying ears. I tell you, if I had that moneyyyyyyy!
Argh@!
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Anyway, people back im penang please miss me wokay 
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| After all those excruciating pain on waiting, I thought the worst is finally over. I thought I can finally achieve what I wanted all along. I thought the process will be easy breezy. I thought I could finally be the bread winner, being independant. I thought I am tough enough t face all the pressure. I thought living in KL would be so happening. I thought I've seen and known enough. I thought. And boy, I should always know that my thoughts are always wrong. Its like pressure to the millionth, billionth eff degree. Mentally and physically drained out from all those trips to&fro penang, tomorrow'll mark the 7th trip in like, five weeks? First weeks training has been hell but I'm really looking forward to next week cause its -- Grooming sessions! Makeovers! Facials! Just what I needed. But. I would trade it to being able t hang out w my girlfriends. Boohoo. x updates will be really rare, miss me wokays  | | |
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